after that sorrowful nightyou and me were torn into piecesyou just went away from meit's hurting..for me and you,us..it was my fault! I admitted it,friend..but you wouldn't listen..I'm sorry again..now you can put the blame on me..I ruined our ties by myself..how regret I was..I understand..i knew what you wanted..I'll go..i will go out from your life..I cried..dews dripping..as my silent tears..I'm leaving now but still hoping that you will come for me..It was so cold as the winterI really hope that you will come and cover me with your wool coat.How I miss that timeOh I see you there..walking alone.but you pause to stand,looking at me with misty eyes..I smile..but you turn back and leave me alone there.and just then the wind began to blow hardly..Thanks my friend..for your "careness"..Then I'll go and never come back for you..you have my word!But..It's hard to say goodbye dear..How I wish you'd never meet her..!How I wish I had tell you that words..But it's really hard to say it loud..How late I was..Just to tell you how I Love You and I always will....
"Rin..Rin! Ya Allah Rin! Kenapa dengan kau ni Rin?".Soal Lina cemas apabila melihat aku dalam keadaan lemah.Dengan mata yang bengkak. "Kenapa ni Rin?Cakaplah.Mana abang Ziqri kau?",soal Lina lagi.Aku tiada kudrat untuk membalas pertanyaan Lina. "Abang dah tinggalkan aku.Aku sorang-sorang.Aku nak ikut abang..". "Kau cakap apa ni Rin?Aku tak faham la." "Abang Ziqri?Abang Ziqri?Abang Ziqri!!".Lina terkejut. Hari ini masuk hari ketiga majlis tahlil diadakan dirumahku.Semuanya diuruskan oleh peguam keluarga kami.Aku hanya diam.Berkurung di dalam bilik.Menangisi pemergian abang.Lemahnya aku. "Rin,aku tumpang simpati kat kau.Tapi kau janganlah sampai macam ni Rin.Kau kena teruskan kehidupan kau.Aku tak boleh tengok kawan aku macam ni!".Tegas Lina.Aku cuma diam. "Aku..aku nak ikut abang..abang..",rintihku lagi.Lina terdiam.Susah bercakap dengan orang seperti aku agaknya. Hampir dua bulan aku tidak hadir ke kolej...
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